Diary Day 5

The "lucky" curse I recieve...

Do you know how it feels like to fall from the very top to the bottom? I mean not physically, but emotionally. You suddenly have everything you ever wanted-riches, love, family and friends, but everything just disappear instantly. It vanish so fast that you can't even catch the last sight of it. Do you know how it feels like? I do.
     That guy, from the other hand of the phone, slowly spits out this sentence, "I've kidnapped your younger brother, if you want him alive, then prepare one hundred million for ransom." I don't know what to do, so I called my parents again, but no one answer. Can life get any worse? The answer is, "Yes."
    The doctor came out of the operation room, he take down his mask and shook his head and said, "We've tried, but she loose too much blood, sorry." A large cry burst out from her parents, and me, I was too shock that I can't say a word.
    I don't know what happen next, I can't hear anything. I slowly walk home, when I was back in my room, someone called. I pick up the phone, it was my parents. We talked about the kidnapping thing and they want me to send all the money to their bank account, but I didn't draw the money yet. So I depart to the bank, good that I took the lottery paper from my wallet and put it in my pocket, or else it will be gone with my wallet. Suddenly, my cellphone ring, I pick up the phone carefully, and the guy from the other side say, "Hello. This is the police officer from....," I grasp for the air, good that it is not that guy again, "You've been accused of murdering your best friend, so...," wait a minute. What is going on? The next thing I heard was people screaming, "WATCH OUT!" I turn around and that same texi ran towards me, and when I woke up, I was in the hospital.
     I hope the tragedy could end here, because I can bear it anymore. I was in a car accident, and it take away my left leg; the lottery paper was gone when I woke up, I think someone took it; my younger brother was kidnapped, and I have no money to pay for the ransom; and now, I am accused of killing my best friend! They said that someone witness me pushing her towards the texi, and they are going to sue me and put me in jail. Can't life get any worse? Now I am physically handicap, and I may have to spend the rest of my life in jail and paying out the debts that I owe from murdering.
     I knew from the beginning that I am not a lucky person, but I didn't know that I am to be "curse" at the age of twenty. It's all the lottery's fault! Why did I even play with lottery since I knew from the beginning I am not lucky? If only I didn't play with it, then these tragedy won't happen! It hurts to see my loves one to be put in jeopardy. I am willing to give my life for my best friend to be alive again, and for my younger brother to be back...if only I didn't win the lottery.
     I don't know what do to right now. I do't know how to tell my parents about this. I just want everything to end. I hope everything is just a dream, an imagination. If there is a God, can you please listen to my prayer? If life can start over again, I promise I will be thankful to everything; I promise I will never complain that I don't have enough, and I promise, I will never play with lottery again. But I know, nothing will change. Everything is real, it's not a dream, and it will not end...I guess....if this is the only solution...then...I will make everything a dream to me...and I will end it...sorry everyone...at the every last, please let me be selfish again

Diary Day 4



This is the hospital we were in...

        I thought today is going to be another good day because I am going on a date with him, but everything starts to go wrong. Ever since this morning, I feel like someone is staring at me, this feeling is really uncomfortable, because this is not normal "staring", I feel like I was actually spied on, like a prey of an eagle. I feel like I will be hunted anytime, I was so afraid that I try to avoid being alone. Later this afternoon, we met in front of McDonald before we depart to the Broadway, but suddenly, someone attack me from the back and I don't remember what happened next.
       The next thing I realize was myself laying in the hospital. The doctor told me that I have a little cerebral concussion, but "luckily", it didn't cause any major damage to my brain. He also told me that a guy around 6 foot tall with a brown hair mixed with the color yellow carried me to the hospital, I assume it was him. When I was about to leave the hospital, I took all my stuff and I look for my cellphone inside my bag, but I can't find it. Then how am I suppose to call him? I look around and I saw a public telephone, I reach in my bag to get some spare coins so I can give a call, but I can't find my wallet. Just when I was wondering where did I put my wallet and cellphone, my best friend ran to me. She was sweating and panting like she just ran around the whole city. She look worried and nervous, so I asked her what happened, just when she's about to explain what happen, he came. Behind him was 6 other people from our school, three boys and three girls. He ask me am I alright, I told him I am fine. Then he ask us out for dinner (I guess I've been laying the the hospital for quite long because is dinner time already), of course I agreed. I look at my best friend, but in her eyes were doubt. She didn't answer, she just pull me away from the crowd. I dont' know what happened beside the fact that she's trying to pull me away from them and they are walking fast after us, trying to persuade us to go.
       We start running into different street and we were moving so fast that they loose track of us. I really don't like it in the street because it's narrow, dark, and stinky. So I pull her hand and walk towards the big road. Suddenly, a texi ran towards us, I was so afraid that my leg stop moving. I can't hear anything, and the next thing I know is my best friend lying beside me. I was so shock that I faint and fall down beside her.
       This is the story so far. There are too many things that happen today that my head is not yet ready to accept all these things. Here I am, sitting in the hospital, outside the operation room, waiting for a good news. My best friend's parents were outside too, crying. I don't know what to do, so I called my parents. I dial my homephone on my cellphone's keyboard, hoping that my parents would pick up. I waited...but no one pick up the phone, so I hung up. Suddenly, an unknown number called me, I hesitated for a second, but I pick up the phone. On the other side of the phone, I heard a guy with a really deep voice. He's trying to make sure did he call the right person, so he ask me, "Are you....?" Apparently I am the one who is's looking for.

That time, I didn't know, that the next thing he's about to say is going to push me down from the top of the mountan to the deepest valley on the earth.

Diary Day 3

You all have to check this news! They
are reporting about me-the lucky girl!
It actually feel quite nice to be the
lucky girl and the center of attension!

     It's so weird...is the world going insane? I am not ready for EVERYTHING that happened today...why? Because the lottery I bought yesterday got the grand prize, which mean I WON THE ONE HUNDRED MILLION DOLLAR!! I can't really go to class today because there are all these gossiping newsman surrounding me and asking me all these kind of weird questions. It seems like I am the "lucky" one! Haha, how ironic? I never thought of myself as "lucky". I really don't know what should I do with these money, pay for my tuition? Buy new stuff? Donate it? Give it to my parents? Or...use it for my dream?

     I was so confused when I knew I won. But later on I talked with my parents and we figure out a way to use these money. We are using it to buy new houses, cars, and paying for my tuition, and the rest, we are going to save it. Sounds good, sounds nice, sounds reasonable. My heart is a little more peaceful after I recieve an answer, but there comes something greater after this. He ask me if I can go to Broadway and watch the newest musical with him! This is incredible! Of course I say yes! I really don't know how to explain all these things beside using the word luck. Am I really being lucky right now? I don't know, but I do know my family was happy for me, my best friend was happy for me, and I am happy for myself. Maybe I am born lucky, but I just didn't realize it.

     I am just so happy that I want to dance, it seems like everything in the world is perfect! I never really want anything in my life, but after recieving this great amount of money, list of things that I want to get line up in my head. I am going to get a new car for sure, and i am also getting new cloths and the latest apple product! Can life gets any better? I don't know, because right now, I feel like I am the luckiest girl in the whole universe!

Diary Day 2

This is the notebook that I write all of
my scripts in. The solo part that he
perform was torn from this notebook
too. Maybe someday when I am I
famous this notebook will cost one
million dollar!

       It's kind of late right now and I am really tired. I was planning to sleep at ten o'clock but I just got home. I want to sleep but I think I should first upload my diary...because today was so unpredictalbe and I would like to record it. This morning is like normal, another tedious class with repetitious professor that talk non-stop. The only thing different is that he is coming to our club today! I am so excited to see his performance.

       This morning seem to be extra long as I am waiting for school to end, right when the bell ring, I ran out of the room straight to our club. Everyone was there already, they seem to be more excited than me. So the president handed him a short solo part for him to perform and the script was written by me! I was so excited and I can't move my eyes out of him. When he starts acting, the time seems to be frozen, his every move express emotion and it capture our heart. His acting was so splendid that it seems like he "is" what he is acting. He won all of our applause and our adoration.

       After the wonderful performance we went out for dinner. On the way home, we went pass a lottery store with a sign that say, "One Hundred Million Dollar-winner announced tomorrow!", so my friend suggest all of us to buy one and try our chance. I really don't believe I will have any chance to win the biggest prize and I really don't want to take a try, but everyone keep bugging me to buy it and it seems like I am the only one who is not participating, so I bought one; my determination turns into a mustar seed when it is before them.

I guess that's it for today because I still need to call my family, (I am close to convince them to buy me a new car) or else my roommate will be mad and say I am keeping her up late again.

      

Diary Day 1

Can this four leaf clover really bring
luck to people? If so, will "luck" be
added to my life when I find one?      
-a picture from my dear roommate

I am not a lucky person. Whenever I guess a question on the test, it will never be right; whenever I play 'rock, paper, scissor' I will always loose; it always take me twice as long than a "normal person" to wait for the bus, and I always miss out on my chances, not that I don't know how to seize it, it's just that time don't allow me to catch it, because I am either sick, late, or someone told me the wrong W's...so I don't believe there is such thing call "luck", at least in my life. So I'll never EVER do things that require "luck", such as "Truth and Dare", gambling, raffle, or winning a lottery.

Although I don't believe in luck, I do believe in blessings, because I am born in a nice family, I have many close friends, and I am really good at writing. I've actually won quite a few awards from my scripts writing in the past few year, especially last summer when I've just joined the movie club in my college. People wasn't expecting too much from a freshman like me, but it turns out to be the opposite way right now. I believe this is not luck, but it's a blessing to write scripts for movies and videos and were actually recognized as something magnificent by receiving an award.
That's not the end to my "blessings", because this year, my roommate is my best friend and the dream guy of the school is not just my classmate that sits in front of me, he is also a member of our movie club! How wonderful it is to have someone not just attracting from the outside, but is also talented at acting to join our club? I heard from other people that he never join the school clubs! Maybe I should spend less time in the library and go to the movie club more often! Any way, I should call my parents right now and convince them to buy me a new car, and when my best friend + roommate come back, I'm going to share my thoughts with her!